Whaddup ?!
Hey peeps. It's me once more. Yeah. Exam fever is back once more. For once, I never felt this much of pressure. Why? Because those damned SYF is in 2 months! Well, we realy can't do much. But what I know is we seriously need to buck up.
I have something to share. This days I felt empty. And by empty, I meant very empty.I don't know why.
Recently, I accidentally my friend's notes. I know she write beautiful things. And I decided to read more. But what I read, it actually sets me to tears. I never knew she appreciated me so much. How she would rather help me. She wrote about me saving her. Thinking of it now makes me wanna cry. I don't know why. The way she wrote about love, life and all, she really moved me. She makes me realize how important I am, to her.
Because of her, I felt that I am finally somebody. All this while, I thought I was a nobody. Now, I'm going to make her feel that she's a somebody to me. I'm going to make her feel that she's no more a nobody to any body. To those out there, you just got to realize. You are as important as a king to the kingdom. Without you, nobody is somebody. I know that you completed somebody.
Signing off,
Hirotake Hayashi
Sunday, February 20, 2011
Wednesday, February 16, 2011
Whaddup ?!
Know what? I am still so impressed with him. It's almost three years now.
The first time he came in, he came in smiling. When he came to work, he came smiling. When he's going home, he went home smiling.
He smiles when he helps me. He smiles when I'd blown my top. He smiles even though I scolded him.
People can't resist it but to smile every time he does to others. He tried his best to make me smile when I am not. He tried some more when I am already am smiling. When asked why, he said, "You're not smiling sincerely."
Impressive. That was my first thought.
But then, I am just so curios. He is just so worried about others. But sometimes I wonder, how about him?
He troubled himself so much just to help me.
I never knew how to repay him.
Even yesterday(15 February) when I was so fed up and had been so rude to him, he simply laughed.
He left me wondering. Why?
Why had he laughed?
Why does he find it so funny?
Why had he considered it as an entertainment for himself?
Why? And why exactly he left me wondering alone?
He loves games. Especially mind games. I don't understand. He will just leave you there all so puzzled. Wondering all alone.
But the thing that he does that never fails to move and touch others' hearts is when he smiles.
His smile just seems to melt and warm others' hearts.
His smile lits up the world in others. Even though his smile is just a candlelight lit, it still counts. It's people like him who make people's day. People like him contributes to others' life. People like him fulfills one's dream. People like him fulfills one's need.
Signing off,
Hirotake Hayashi
Know what? I am still so impressed with him. It's almost three years now.
The first time he came in, he came in smiling. When he came to work, he came smiling. When he's going home, he went home smiling.
He smiles when he helps me. He smiles when I'd blown my top. He smiles even though I scolded him.
People can't resist it but to smile every time he does to others. He tried his best to make me smile when I am not. He tried some more when I am already am smiling. When asked why, he said, "You're not smiling sincerely."
Impressive. That was my first thought.
But then, I am just so curios. He is just so worried about others. But sometimes I wonder, how about him?
He troubled himself so much just to help me.
I never knew how to repay him.
Even yesterday(15 February) when I was so fed up and had been so rude to him, he simply laughed.
He left me wondering. Why?
Why had he laughed?
Why does he find it so funny?
Why had he considered it as an entertainment for himself?
Why? And why exactly he left me wondering alone?
He loves games. Especially mind games. I don't understand. He will just leave you there all so puzzled. Wondering all alone.
But the thing that he does that never fails to move and touch others' hearts is when he smiles.
His smile just seems to melt and warm others' hearts.
His smile lits up the world in others. Even though his smile is just a candlelight lit, it still counts. It's people like him who make people's day. People like him contributes to others' life. People like him fulfills one's dream. People like him fulfills one's need.
Signing off,
Hirotake Hayashi
Saturday, February 12, 2011
Whaddup ?!
Hey peeps. Been a long long time since I last update this thing. Well, my life hasn't change as much. But my lifestyle did. Oh man. Suck. SUCK I TELL YOU. Sometimes, I got so pissed off at the smallest little things. Especially this days. I got so pissed off so easily that people got pissed of with ME. What the heck. Well. What to do. Hey. Know what? Probably they will re-elect a new President. YEAH MAN! And plus. I got new band fetish. Guess who? Old boys WESTLIFE!!!!! Yeah that's right. Loving them man. :D Life is short people. I got so many problems. But I kept everything away. But I remembered what Mr Kamal said: "You can keep on letting people punching your face and forget about it. But will you? What will you do if people punch your face?"
I still remember my answer to that question: "I will punch back of course!" Tearing. Tears are dropping, I tell you. He told me something that really is so meaningful: "Yeah, you can punch back. But wouldn't that be harsh? Your solving a problem by making another problem. And you have another option you chose not to choose. You can turn around and lock them person up and warn them not to punch you. Which simply means you solve that problem by really solving. You take small little steps,though it's very hard for you. "
I teared more. I never knew why. But serious shits, he spoiled me rotten. But thanks to him. I am the person I am now. Not all changed. But slightly better. Slightly loved. Thanks to him, everybody's world is a little bit more better. Though it's not much. It still is better.
Signing off
Hayashi
P/S : Smile. People, smile. :)
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