Friday, July 30, 2010

Whaddup ?!




Hey people!!!Its been a long time since I update this blog.Yeah..Very lazy...Congratz to me for composing 4 songs altogether!*around of applause* HAHAHA.. And this is what you call self-praise --'  ..Hehe..YUP!! I AM GOOD! First is "Why Are They Killing Me" , next, "Wishes" ,followed by my first complete Malay song,"Inspirasi Hidupku" which means "The Inspiration Of My Life" and my currently last one,"Bring Us To Fantasy".. Both new ones are inspirated by my dear Remy who really set me thinking.Thanks wherever you are.

But I am seriously not congratulating myself for being the Chairman of Drama Club.Like WTF?? Its only my first day and when Ms Tan told us to brainstorm,I DIDN;T GET THE CHANCE TO SPEAK!!!! Shit or what? No idea..... haixx.. what to do.. I have got problems at home but who am i going to talk to? Ms Jacq? Mr Joseph? Mr Kamal?

I got no problems talking to Ms Jacq but she is no more in the cabin and she herself is very busy.No probs talking to Mr Joseph but how? He is no more in the school..I dun mind crying in front of him.. did that so many times before and he really helped me..... Mr Kamal? I never want him to see me cry if I want to talk face to face..Paisey nia.....All this time I talked all my prob to him on the phone..exting of course..who would dare to call a teacher? Well in case of emergency of course... I did last time.... Now what? What am i gonna do?

If I told my friends,they won't give advices,thet will just tell me just forget about it..They are immature like me too... So .. what the hell am i gonna do now???????











Signing off,
Hayashi